(Ending) Review: Code Geass

Before I let myself drown in the swamp of misery and bitterness known as Code Geass again, does this make sense to anybody? This: "To die is to live" line, and vice versa? Like, you'd wish you've never been born, and eventually will be the one to live on... and then the one who wished to stay alive with mortals end up being the one slain?

Cringed.

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They never failed to stun us, that Sunrise. Code Geass R2's last turn pretty much gave a pang on my chest, a pinch on the heart, made my face bitter and hollow and- you get the point. Apparently, it was just- well, borderline satisfying? But very painful indeed. But beautiful at the same time. Damn it, I need to straigthen my thoughts up. *sighs*

For Lelouch to die, for him to be loathed even at his death. It pains me. He didn't deserve that. No, sire.

Not at all.

Sacrifices. Self-sacrifice, he did. And this was all he can get? A pink gay sword running through his chest, tainted with blood, gripped by his best friend? Although, somehow, a little part of me wanted to think that it's probably for the best.

His face, once consciousness left him forever, was still- well, peaceful. You sick, masochistic Lelouch. *shakes head*

And C.C... Crap, I swear I was moved when she shed a tear. Mellowed. Soft. This C.C. that 's hardly her usual personality. Like, even-if-she-prays-to-God-he-won't-listen-to-them-because-which-divinity-would-listen-to-a-witch-anyway? Paiiin. *angsts* B-But, she cried. For the very first time. ;____;

And that was it. Everything else screamed- happy to me. Ougi/Villeta pairing, probably the only obvious canon in the series. And lol, the crack parts. Jeremiah working in an orange plantation. With Anya, no less. And Suzaku- I don't know if my hatred faded or has just either grown or lessen. You'll be in pain, being the Zero. Living on, when you wished to die in the first place.

Still, doesn't change what I felt. Despair. It's dim-witted of me to go b'awwwing over fandom stuffs, and yet- it struck me. Hard. I'll forever ship Lelouc/C.C. though, hopefully, and we're not sure yet if Lelouch really had died, or ventured into the World of C, or- on an optimistic view, the mysterious carraige man C.C. had traveled with at the end. Dammit Sunrise, even at the series' finale, you're still a cliffhanger? It's killing me. T___T

And no, I hope I won't go "BRB, CRYING" anymore, but Code Geass is- really epic, it's hard to kick it out of my head now. Close to impossible.

Enough with fandom rants. It pains me again.